I held your hand until the end

The winter has stolen you
Before going away
I cry under this sun
But there’s no way to see your face

Don’t know where is your soul
I’ve got only an image
Just before your last breath
I saw an half smile on your face

And I am nothing
And I am no one
But I can put this rose in your hands
To say to all
The gods above
I will be your grandson forever

And only saying these words I’m proud

There’s nothing to console
To stop this bleeding more
I’ve got only a thought
I held your hand until the end

And every drop of pain
That through your moans I heard
Remember was the same
For me and for you until the end

And I am nothing
And I am no one
But I can put this rose in your hands
To say to all
The gods above
I will be your grandson forever

And only saying these words I’m proud

I know that will remain
So many gorgeous days
For us in to this place
Not only dim grey memories

So why I can’t accept
This so natural path
And I remain so stretched
Over your grave ‘mong memories?

(dedicated to my beloved granny dead on 8th February 2010)