Sacrifice was right?

The secret of healing
It’s easily feeling
Something could have sense in the life

While life is whispering
There could be forgiving
I now hope sacrifice was right

I am lucky but stupid 
In this world so sooty 
I can’t catch opportunities 
All the plans in my hands can sleep 

I am nothing but duty 
It’s my false faith and unit 
I can’t explain in what I was wrong 
And less I know what I deserve 

I put on a scale
My millions mistakes
And on the other plate all merits

I am not a judger
Only the holy Father
Can say if we can pay or gain

I am lucky but stupid 
In this world so sooty 
I can’t catch opportunities 
 All the plans in my hands can sleep 

I am nothing but duty 
It’s my false faith and unit 
I can’t explain in what I was wrong 
And less I know what I deserve