Only smoke

Am I a victim
Or am I just a dun?
My dummy instinct
Can’t answer with a word!
You said I was so strong
You said I could have passed all
But now I’m on this edge just flustering alone

Is this an instant
Or it is all life long?
My last poor pulp
Or the spring of my soul?
I’m going to soak myself
Into this lack of help
I pin the light it is easy in the dark core

But everybody knows
Life’s only smoke
That fly so high
Towards the sky
To become soul

Everybody knows
We are like snow
We’re our place
In which to pray
To avoid to fall

No contradiction
If I need to draw
Another picture
To represent my soul
The only grey I’ve got
It is the one you brought
Now you are only a far an’ dim shadow

But everybody knows
Life’s only smoke
That fly so high
Towards the sky
To become soul

Everybody knows
We are like snow
We’re our place
In which to pray
To avoid to fall